Friday, September 6
sch again.
darn.
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reminisiced at 16:56
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i duno.
got a darn feelin
i am startin to have that kind of tots again
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overwhelmed with sadness..
pissed?! i duno. its just dissapointment.
like SUCKS... i knew it lorx.
i knew what the out come wld be since tt
am dreading this whole life now.
i wished. i nv got into this whole mess.
i wished...i had nv came into this wurld.
but whats the point?... life...totally sucks.
and i am with it.
my plans for tml are ruined again.
seems like there can never be a time
when it goes smoothly. is it out to ruin me?
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was thinking of cuttin my hair......
or gettin my mum to confiscate my modem till the exams end?!
yikes.
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woas. finally finished the campaign thingy.
bahs. hmmx. can imagine a chaotic scene when the campaigning starts man.
oh wells. haix. cun sign gbks liaox.
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oh wells. its already friday...
sucks. went sch today.
erms. hmmx. woke up like on the dot?!
as in ... at the time i was supposed to reach sch.
haix. conclusion ::
:: i ain't one who can sleep early in the morn [[3am]] and wake up early [[7am]]...::
erms not exactly tt early but... yahs.
***wheews. here comes a nice nice fragrant coffee!!!***
love my maid. hees. and the nice nice coffee she makes
hees. me + her always 'collaborate'...
like despite my mum's warnins of bannin
me frm coffee...she still helps me.
conspiracy ehs. hmmx....
jus hope this coffee wun make me sleep
and do what its supposed to do1!!!...
oh wells. back to that waking up thing.
rushed to school..got there 1hr ++ later...
haix. even forgot i was to go school lorx.
den on my way there...received a msg.
like ...
"we r almost done liaox. if u r still at hm,
dun think u needa cum"
and it was rather pengs.
coz i happened to be JUST outside sch.
hmmx. anw...did a bit larx... like rounding up + stuffs.
can imagine the whole campaign peroid is gona be
so hectic. hahas. 20 ppl ...
reaching out. thru media. thru ads. thru...commotion?!
hmmx. mr wong's jus mad. ambitious. but mad.ok.
shan't comment animore.
den popped by librabry to find evil, jas + sook.
slacked larx. *haiX* den..met up w shijie.
was abt 1+ when we had lunch.
tokked. was nice tokking. as in ... u noe tt kinda
open up talks?! like it lorx. haix. its only when we
mean what we mean. not like what/how the sucky
reality works. oh wells.JCs...future + all
den studied
a bit of chem with sook. haix. and the others arrx. say
want to study but end up playing piano?!!!!
oh wells. erms. got to know stuffs from sook.
hahas. nice talking to her. realised i've
been such an anti-socialist...
but ... perharps i'll still be one.
oh wells. hmmx... den went hm ard 4+.
.... trying to stud chem but
guess i'll go type the rules + regulatNs.
and ..really wonder how nex sat wld be.
sorta looking forward to it...and ..
shall pick up courage as days go.
and...arrx.
sh** its still gonna end!!!
i dunwan hols to end lorx. haix.
i duno. HAVEN EVEN enjoyed...!!!
oh wells. gotta get down to work.
shall sign gkbs aft typing tt thingy out....
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Thursday, September 5
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sucks =[
arrx..my eyes are too dry....wanna cry.but duno why.only do that if i m hurt...by my parents.
but now they nv.and .... arrx... i wana shout.
i dunno.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 10:24
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freak. i have been on the comp for 3 hours?
kaoz. and. ..ARRX>i duno. i hate me. i hate mylife.
sucks. why wun i noe how to manage time well?
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woas. finallly managed to do what i haven done for a hell long time.
signing gbks?!..got so many new ones man...
haix. and xx xxxxxxxxxx....
and the dumb fact is i haven been mugging today.
sucks.
and haix. my sis wants me to wake at 6.30am?
now i dun even feel like going to school tml.
like...will waste time to n fro? and...hmmx.
feel like joinin evil + jas ...budden they doing clit ehs?!
whats the pt right. perharps i'll just siam home str8
aft that dumb thingy... haix.
i duno. i dun wan hols to end.
haven even enjoyed it ... or let loose me and its ending?
kaox. haix. dunno larx. ...
not as if sch reopen can start playing lydat.
turning into a slackin nerd soon.
but i'll rather be a nerd without being a slacker
oh sheesh. the hols spent doing sch h/w. revising sch wrk..+ sch stuffs...
huahui [[dun mind this though...qt fun]] ...stuffs...freak man
+ + + + + reminisiced at 10:18
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bloggi bloggi..i missed ya..
*yawns* came home from school.
yucks. duno how many times go sch liaox.
tml still haf to... cans?
was 'decked' in sch u on almost everyday except tues.
haix. tml still have to go sch...
ehs.not that i dun like schoool..but *ARRX ... !@#@$#$@# *
oh wells. starting to talk to myself agains.
<"xxx xx xxxxx !!! xxx xxx xxx!!! "
thursday' gona end.
supposed to go down play badminton!!
*yeah*. my sis so nice.... called me to find
out when i'll be back so we cld play bad?!
hmmx... but now i realised gt outerior motive wans.
*chey(), bleaxh
went IKEA today w the other 8 lishis...
hmmx. bought our stuffs + all.
meet so darn early...
9.20am....not really tt early ..
but * haix * was hoping to lie more in bed marhs.
den ... guess what. i arrived at the spot
where we were supposed to meet.
puntually. as in..right on the dot.
like the minute hand jus ticked 0920 on the dot.
so cute~.
oh.... dun mind me.
wels.
perharps i am jus gettin bored of the place.
perharps jus feel so cheated by the catalogue.
had so many things in mind to buy whilst
browsing thrtu it.
the real thing + the thingy in tt book...
is just so different
hmmx. just felt like playing w alignments.
bahs.went back amk aft having lunch at BK.
hmmx. den me, wen, sj + rj went amk...
to buy some CR**[[hees]], > containers...cloth etc.
hees. wuz so tirin..in that spas sun *bahS*
den...we managed to bargain ... qt a sum.
hees. and there was this stop where rj started praising
some qt sissified uncle "handsome"...oh weels..
and ... haha... he was so so happy... did feel like **pengs*~ing on the spot then
den bought containers aft comparin $$...
hmmx. bot sthg 4 my xiao dai biao too...
wells. perharps i jus nt as rich as sj *haix*.
den had no ideea what to buy...hees.
was rather pissed off on the way to dunno wher.
haix... and now qt scared of receiving my phone bill...
dun wana hear my parents yell again....
okies. our biggest accomplishment was buying that CR...
but due to that huge huge size..hadta take cab...
hmmx. was rather pissed off with that container seller..
damn rude lorx. haix. but..cun help ...
its jus that..we r stdns?!
oh wells. den ... reached school.
hung curtains .... *hees* and the stuffs.
bleahx... shan't describe. getting > weary as i type.
hmmx.
butdden. tada***
hees. so proud of itt!! budden the nxt time we use it...
really wonder how wld it be. kinda looking 4ward ...coz
i really gt things tt i neh say ...n din for a long time.
its bursting out..but when tt day comes.
will i have the guts to say..?! haix. dunno larx..!
no pt thinkin of whats to come.
thursday liaox. guess i betta stay up.
tml still have to go sch can?!
for some toopid campaign thingy...
bahs. hope tt toopid mich l will come...
cheat me lorx...say she grounded when she isn't
*bleahs* shan't tok abt
okies. betta go.
shall sign gbks aft badminton!! =)
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Tuesday, September 3
hehes... this is some prove of me doing work!!!!
Listed below are the disadvantages and the problems faced if the oil refinery was to be set up there. As seen on the map in figure 9a, site A is situated northwest of the country Chantek."
haix. wednesday now. dreading each second as it goes by.
been so so long liaox.
and the only thing i did
or studied was physics
chapter 7?
and not like its totally done?!
still have questions to ask...!!!
arrx. den... chinese not done + whatnots.
oh wells. the list goes on and on ... shall stop lamenting.
looking forward to tomorrow!!
hees. going IKEA. got the ikea mag yesterday
and saw so many things i wanna buy ...
to furnish my room..
well if there's space. heees.
did some noting down of furnitures
and stuffs we could buy
for hui suo...hope tml's $180 will be sufficient.
hmmx. in the librabry nows..evil's on my lef and sok's on my right.
supposed to be doing a lil of geog now
but **sheesh** ... see what i said abt me being a slacker.
yah. but evil's about the same.
she's having maths remedial..
and wells somehow she's just beside me signing gbks?!
okies... geog geog geog.
waits. do u think its useful to
plan my days to prepare for the end of year"?
realised that i really haven been studying wells.
all the common tests and all... its like somehow
last minute studies + crammin' ...
somehow survived term 1 L1R5 below 20.
and blarh blarh blarh.
do well at all?! like.,.. arrx. din believe him
coz he was such a hoax. arrx. am determined to prove him wrong.
and one more thing to mention...
some idert spoiled my comp yesterday...
this morn i sneaked to switch it on
and i cun log in to my account at all.
seemed like it practically hung.
and yesterday b4 he came,
i did used the comp and it was using perfectly fine.
and till he came , with that
"i've come specially to help u
restore ur comp thingy,"
and ther e he was..
surfing?!
my mum tot he was really doing that lorx.
not that i have any prejudice agst this cous of mine.
but .. arrx.
duno. so what if his a comp expert?
i dun see anything wrong with my comp..
and aft he did something to itl..
cun even use it now..
kaox. ...
oh wells. dun wanna tok about that freaking idert liaox.
shall go back to work.
and hopefully my comp will restore.
and ... haix. or else...it'll be duno when til i can come online?
+++and hees.. i watched a bit of bourne identity!!!
only abt 5minutes of it though. qt thought-provoking.
love KaZaa!... love all the gbk-feeders!!!
wels.better siams. =)
+ + + + + reminisiced at 20:47
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oh no....tuesday's ending soon.
which means ... a few more days to sch reopen?!
+ + + + + reminisiced at 05:51
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oh yah.
shall go till friday?!
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ooh...finally am here.
kinda forgot what i wanted to blog about.
hmmx. been slacking...just to get in here.
oh wells. but qt glad of my accomplishment
jus now. listening to wo bu ai nows.
hmmx. bleahx. its jus so typically stef sun
tokked to jesc jus now. she's jus so wonderful a jie.
for her concern + all... guess ... i'll just let nature take its course.
dun think i'll call her...**tsktsk. qt awkard for me also...
okies. hmmx!!... lemme tell u !!!
i finished all the questions in the TYS on pressure.
hurrays!!...finally can do well in physics test liaox. hopefully
will be able to larx...anw... hees... think shld stop here + try to sign gbks.
taTaZ. going to sch tml. oh wells. hope it' ll be "studious"~
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Monday, September 2
freak.may face modem confiscation again. better siams
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what a morn. hahs. woke up. went to the loo
went back to sleep. woke up. bathed. ate.
staring at the comp. tot i was goin to school.
but *hmmphs* no. dittos. so borings.
gonna be another whole day of mugging.
and guess i broke the rule agains.
but .. HEYS! i nv come online on mon!!!
hees.
went changi airport yesterday
with ying,mich after doing tt
dready geog proj in school... bleahx.
mugged at burgerking along w ying's sis + her fwen.
hees. we did identities! + a lil of physics
oh wells. hees. qt good for a slow mugger like me...
den evil+jas eng came along...
hees. kept laughin ... bleahx. got home by 8.30pm..
and guess it wuz a rather peaceful + rare nights
no yellings . no smacking. no ... nvm. shan't go into details
hmmx. probably because i was such a pig?
slept all the way till this morn.
hahas. am missing school.
but really dun mind the holidays.
haha. wuz thinkin if... every 4 weeks,
we had a 1 week hol. wouldn't it be great?!
like ... yah. can revise + all that sh**...
and can take a break too.
okies. guess my break's 4 blog's long enuff.
shall go read ppl's blog + sign gbks...
and thou shalt not come till thurs
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Sunday, September 1
hmmx.
ditto.
moreover...mum's gettin too strict.
sis's mad..........
wells. i'm in for troubble.
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+ + + + + reminisiced at 08:26
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it's kind of sad to see friends you were once close to just seem to drift away from you.. so far that u both haf nothing to sae to each other anymore. silence fills in, n u wish u could turn back time to the good old days. maybe i took those friendships fer granted, or i didnt show enough care.when u had those days just spending time together, u dun often feel that happiness and sweetness in ur heart. it's always when u reminisce the past, when ur heart is aching wif nostalgia, den u'll truly feel that those days are actually the best part of ur life. no matter how these friendships have tarnished wif time, i keep them close to my heart...
its not that that i din care...
i duno. guess u changed aft u became
or is it me who haven done my part as one?
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hees. finally can get down to blogging.
sunday nows. and so late somemores. bleahs.
haven studie. supposed to be of 10 hrs for studying.
and look!!!!
saturday
met at 8+ for some breakfast.
wasn't on time though.
hees. but xm was the only punctual one.hees.
but was okies. coz was some sort of informality meet.
den was xu jian tao hui..
was getting dready towards the end.
hahas. 2 whole hours can?!
and then. had a lil break
b4 we start clearing huisuo
gosh. its damn filthy lorx.
and a hell lot of stuffs.
choked up the whole corridor.
budden. so proud of our acheivement!!!
managed to clean up the cupboards,
mopped the floor...wiped the shelves with jiff?
and we did dump a whole lot of things.
though sometimes reluctant...budden ... hiax.
anw. made like 3+ times to the chute at
the convent. ***eeeEwwS* guess we
all noe how it 'nice' it smells.
dun like the way to the dump.
but love the way back.
hees. still dun understand why colina, xuemei
dun want to sit at the trolley...
hees. i love being pushed on a trolley!
only huangfang + wendy were smart enuff to try.
hahas. sat on the trolley for 2 times on the way
back. and i tell u ... if u got a chance to sit on it
and get pushed... TRY IT!!! really. damn shuangx.
haha. but of course must thank huangfang +
xuemeit for pushing... **tra lala s*
and hahas. when huangfang sat on it ..she den know
why i got so delighted whilst being pushed. and the
funny thing is ..she said i sounded like i very "xingfu"
whilst she wheeled me on the way back.hees.
okies. shall stop of this trolley-wheeley affair.
and pls. the huisuo got a hell lot of silverfishes!
and that irritating lizard is so darn flat...haha.
anw. now the huisuo's seems much spacious already
things are lesser now. but its still the same old
huahui's huisuo!!! =). + its so much neater
than LDs'!!! hees. grins. very soon it shall be
a grand, nice teahouse for our meetings.
left school like late 6++. thank god din see ms oh can?
like we saw her on thursday...and the 1st reaction we
had was to RUN din want to be caught again....hees.
went S11 thereafter.for dinner.
gosh we were damn tired lorx. hahas.
could see all the weariness.
and i thought i lost my class key.
must have slipped out of my pocket while taking out mi wallet.
but thank god hf's sharp eye saw it!!! hees.
had a 'nappy attacky' night at home.
and mua parents were much better.......
hmmx. always feel happy with them.
like ...its just being together,
acheiving things... accomplishment...
guess we are really starting to bond.
am really looking forward to thursday mans.
love the lishis!!!
sunday
woke up late. probably too tired frm yesterday
had a horrible sore throat that my mum isn't
exactly too pleased with. haix. she's procastinating
about me not knowing how to rest again
hmmx. anyway. went out with mum + sis.
and the mood amongst us went up n down.
haix. ditto. went to balestier to attend a funeral
was a reverend's. the principal of a school which
i attended when i was young. heard he was a great man.
and the thing was he dead at a ripe old age of 75, and
passed away peacefully in his sleep. hmmx.
mum cried prob coz she was gettin emotional +
sad coz of his death + was reminded of grandma's death?!
haix. ditto. wonder if she wld if i were to perish too
perharps i am now thankful that the window grilles had been
locked the other day. life can be enjoyable...oh wells.
took cab ther + back. the cab driver on our way there
cheated us cans?! bleahs and he was toking abt SGreans
being greedy + wuz some sorta disgrace n...there he was cheating
my mum of $$?!!! oh wells. then we went northpt!
its been long since we went shopping together.
wuz qt sad my dad wasn't with us.
he went to work.haix.on a sunday...
den went like most of the shops on the basement levels.
...[[now u know why i take so long to browse shopp9 ctrs..
inherited those genes from my mum!!! ]]
had fun! really. hahs. cld kid ard even.
and somehow "he hao" with sis.
dittos larx. though now i
still face threats of nags
coz i am using the net??
yikes. hope we can remain as 'peaceful' as of today...
have decided to try not to come online + blog till thursday.
love bloggin but guess it takes up too much of my time.
oh wells. "see ya" folks on thurs. till then. TC~!!!
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hurt
really hate it when they do that.
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